I don't know what it is, but I feel stuck! Maybe its the end of the Christmas season or maybe the fact that I am just getting over pneumonia but I'm at a loss for words (Anyone who knows me is laughing right now). I'm not sad or depressed, I'm just at a loss for words. I'm even having a hard time praying right now. Don't get me wrong, I still talk to God, but my prayers are more like, “Why am I not feeling anything right now” or “I know you love me, you are just not communicating with me at this time, why not?” I'm still praying for others and of course my children, but its just so very still and quiet right now.
Have you ever gone through this? I think we all do occasionally. One thing I do know, God is still my Lord and Savior and He is still on the throne. God is a Good and Loving Father. In my opinion, there are times when we need to be still and rest our body, minds, and spirits. God is still there (just look around) but he sends us on a short vacation of sorts. Maybe he is restoring us and strengthening us for the next phase of our life. Like I stated earlier, I know He loves me and I know He is near, but I am just at a loss for words right now. So I am going to leave you this week with this verse.
Psalms 46:10-11
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth.”
The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress" (NIV).
Enjoy this Beautiful music...
Your Sister in Christ,
Jacque Barnes
